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Ang blog! bitin! more to come

2011-10-11T11:57:00.000+08:00

I thought I can help every graduating people around by making out something extra mile but unfortunately the road has been blocked again, I thought the road has never been block, well its blocked already.

Some people told me that don't focus much sa isang bagay na alam mong hindi ka naman nag benefit or hindi ka nag e-earn ng respect kasi wala ding kwenta, ang alam lang nila eh hindi ka magaling.

Nagisip din ako, I never admit ng magaling ako, matalino at may alam ako, I always say na hindi ako magaling, hindi ako matalino at higit sa lahat eh wala akong alam. Mahirap magpretend na alam mo ang mga bagay, gaya ng sinabi ng isang dean sa akin, dahil sa isang subject na hawak ko at talagang wala akong masabi sa subject na yun, nose bleed talaga, pero ang sabi sa akin, "Magpretend ka na lang, kasi teacher ka naman, maniniwala yan sayo", hell no!

What I did is tried to understand and tried to explain everything about the subject, and explained to the students that this one is a big shot, and I do felt na naintindihan nila. Probably this would be a question to be credibility as a teacher, but no offense, I felt that I'm very much confident about what I did kasi hindi ako ng loko ng tao unlike what they said and from that point I told to myself na I would only teach things na my kinalaman sa ginagawa ng students, hindi yung mga subjects wala naman kilalaman, at gusto ko din maiba ng tingin ng mga estyudyante sa mga tulad naming guro, kasi yung iba na pag once guro ka, terror ka, hindi ka cool, KJ, bawal biruin at hindi pwede lapitan kung my problema.

Sa pagkakaalam ko eh ang guro isa din magulang, pangalawa sa original na magulang nila, pwedeng lapitan, kausapin, biruin, cool, thou paminsan minsan eh yung mga terror panga ang mas natatandaan, kahit ganun pa yun, may masabi lang sila na, "Ah si sir, ayus yun, hindi ngbabagsak yun, promise cool yun, sa una lang na tingin eh masungit pero, pag namura ka nun, baka murahin mo din siya" pero joke lang yun, basta astig yun si sir", this can a compliment or an insult pero sa akin sabihin, pucha! astig! kasi sa papamamagitan nito, natandaan nila ako, kung baga sa wrestling eh, parang choke slam or stunner o thomb stone pile driver yun, but please don't do this at home, :D

Gooood day! 9:07 PM 2/2/2010

2010-02-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

Gooood day! 9:07 PM 2/2/2010

Its evening! dizzy, tired, but still have enough strength to type and say something.
Im kinda not in the mood actually, im still currently looking something to drink or do just to let this out of my chest.

Wait!..
Why?
What's going on?

DamN! Im in-love you know?! yeah! I am, but you know I think miscalculated everything, I did count already not knowing how are they?

Geez! Not sure if I'm assuming or what, but I did felt this thing inside that's telling me that hey! its a joke.

I would understand that she says so and I do understand that she is trying to move-on, I just wish na mali ako.
If ever no, well that's life! its always this naman eh.

I don't know, pati ako naguguluhan! pero kahit ganun, I know what I feel and I know ... i know ...

I'm such a bastard!

January 26! 26 days after New Year's day!

2010-01-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hay, na miss ko yung blogsite ko...

Its been a while thou, hay.. daming nangyari bago new year at after the new year's day!

Hay.. nakakapagod, nakakatawa, masaya pero may kulang, di ko alam kung ano,... like now, mejo depress ako for some very good reason, which is I don't know.
tsk!

Can't say much but, still trying to live my life as a life ..

.....

isang repost: Iba't ibang uri ng ka-opisina

2009-12-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

Sa mata ng isang boss, may isang dosenang klase lang ng empleyado.

CLOWNS - ang official kenkoy ng office. May mga one-liner na gumigising sa lahat kapag nagkakaantukan na. Sabi ng ilang boss, eto raw yung mga KSP sa office na dahil hindi naman matalino, o kadalasang matalino na tamad lang, eh dinadaan na lang sa patawa ang pagpapapansin. Pero aaminin ko, walang opisinang walang ganito, at kung meron man, magigigng malaking sakripisyo ang pagpasok sa work
araw-araw.

GEEKS - mga taong walang pakialam sa mundo. Papel, boss, at computer lang ang iniintindi. Kahit na mainit na ang ulo ng boss at bad trip, ang mga geeks ang walang takot na lumalapit sa boss at nagtatanong kung mag-iiba ang result ng entry kung isa-substitute ang value ng debit sa credit.

HOLLOW MAN - may 2 uri ng H.M. virus, ang Type A at Type B. Ang type A ay ang empleyado na madalas na invisible sa office, bakante ang upuan, madalas absent. Ang type B naman ang pumapasok sa office bagamat present eh inivisible naman ang work, at hollow ang utak.

SPICE GIRLS - barkadahan ng mga magkaka-ibigang babae mahilig gumimik, sabay-sabay pero laging late na pumapasok. Madalas na may hawak na hairbrush at songhits [how jologs!-uso pa ba to?]. Pag pinagawan mo ng group works, sila ang madalas na magkaka-grupo.

DA GWAPINGS - ang male counterpart ng Spice Girls, isinilang para magpa-cute. Konti lang ang members nito, 2-3 lang para mas pansin ang bawat isa. Tulad ng Spice Girls, kadalasang puro Hair Gel lang ang laman ng utak ng mga Da Gwapings.

CELEBRITIES - Politicians, Athletes, Performers. Politician ang mga palaban na empleyado na mas nag-aalala pa sa kalagayan ng kompanya at mga kapwa empleyado kesa sa performance. Athletes ang ilang 'varsitarians' na kung gaano kabilis pumasok eh ganon kabagal mag-work. Performers naman ang mga empleyado na kaya lang yata pumapasok eh para makasayaw, kumanta, at makatula sa stage kapag organizational day. Sa pangkalahatan, ang mga celebs ay matindi ang PR, pero mababa ang IQ.

GUINNESS - mga record holders pagdating sa persistence. Pilit pinupunan ang mga kakulangan sa katalinuhan. Sila ang mga kadalasang nagtatagumpay sa buhay. Masinop sa work. Mabilis mag-work, kahit na laging mali.(hahaha)

LEATHER GOODS - mga empleyadong maling uri ng determinasyon meron. Laging determinado ang mga ito sa harapang pangungupit, bulgarang pandaraya, at palagiang pagpapalapad ng papel sa boss. Talo ang mga buwaya sa pakapalan.

WEIRDOS - mga problematic employee, misunderstood daw, kadalasang tinatawag na black sheep ng office. May kanya-kanya silang katangian, konti ang kaibigan, madalas mapaaway, mababa ang evaluation, at boss's enemy.

MGA ANAK NI RIZAL - Ang mga Endangered Species kumbaga. Straight 'A' employees pero well rounded at hindi geeks. Boss's pet pero hindi sipsip.Busy sa work pero may oras pa rin sa extra-curricular activities, at gimiks.. Hanep!

BOB ONGS - Mga medjo matino na may sayad...

COMMONERS - mga generic na member ng class. Kulang sa individuality, at katangiang umuukit sa isipan. Hindi sila agad napapansin ng boss pag absent, at sa paglipas ng panahon, sila ang mga taong nakakalimutan ng mga boss at co-employees nila.

Ikaw, san ka kabilang?

Blog (posted) chubzman.blogspot.com

2009-10-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

Early October 2009

It was just nothing... you know, nothing new, its just an old emo guy, alone and always feel alone and suck!
but there's just this day that really blew me over my head, I don't know how, or when?? I'm really clueless on what's going on.

Really! its really really odd. But its such a good feeling that I never felt for a long time. Having that feeling is like I'm happy, my heart wants to jump and get all the sorroundings feel good, but that's not going to be possible though, yeah! its really good.

And as time goes by that you came to the feeling that you're looking for something that you wish to see everyday and ask for it to happen everytime but you know not all things is meant for that or able to have that thing to happen. Its really ridiculous because its really a good feeling, its like a dormant volcano, that suddenly wants to explode anytime soon.

Geez..

Going to the story, well 7 months and counting, I'm on avail! terminology in a Call Center industry. Well, its true, I imagine my life being alone, for that long, compare me to others, they'll say "It's ok to be single", Its actually true to be honest. But you know, "Its not ok!" you don't know what happen to me before then. That's why EMO is my word of the mouth.

I'm beginning to hate being like this but as it goes by, I began liking it because its actually weird as you may, its not comportable for other, good thing is its works for me.

My friends and officemate is telling me not to be like this. Life is cool, which is "I know" c'mon! I'm not the kind of person, that who knows nothing.

Anyway, going back to my depression moment.

To make the short story long ... well, I felt that I like this person, its just so late to figure that to myself REALLY! but as I go for it, I was able to tell myself that, its not just a "crush" its already ... you know.

It was so so real that I felt again, and again, exceeded myselves expectation.

Its just now.. as in now..
geez... its not going to be possible . na ah! not possible!
Darn!
hmmm.. now, I'm back to my old mood, old habit, I feel miserable again.
I want to drink and drink and drink ...

Now what again! geee... I don't know!

Untitled mEssage!

2009-10-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

09-08-09
day-off ko... was excited to drink that night, as an early celebration for my birthday, pero illibre ako ng ex ko. heheh "Meeting with the Ex"
Anyway, well hindi natuloy yun, which is nakakabadtrip! but ano ba magagawa ko eh, bday niya yun..

kaya ang ginawa ko, eh naghanap ako ng kainuman, meron naman pumalag.
pero pinalabas ko eh, ako lang para safe yung kasama ko, "The Bar" yun ang tinira namin!

Tae! ok akong nakatulog kaso, sakit sa ulo at pagising ko, sakit tlaga ng ulo ko, kaya sinuka ko na lang ..

090909
uwaaaaaak!!!

done! :D

then alis ulet, na may bitbit ng palabok, at yung pansit ay nasa bahay.
punta ng antipolo, at tugtugan ng maingay..

at konting shot...

8pm sumibat na ako, punta kay "EX" kain at inum kami. :D

then uwian na!

I really feel... alone

2009-10-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

I really feel... alone
hirap na ako ..
sakit na ng ulo ko..
malapit na bumigay utak ko..
alam ko hindi lang ako ang madaming problema pero, masasabi ko na sila kahit paano eh may kasalo sa mga yun.
hindi ako nagdradrama, kasi kung OO eh, niloloko ko lang sarili ko, well di naman ako tanga para gawin yun.
Wala na ako lay-out ... kahit saan ako magpunta eh, hindi lumuwag ang utak ko.
bakit puro na lang ako nag-aadjust..

I'm a dead man, sabi ko nga, sheT! hirap na hirap na ako. kahit pamilya ko di ko maasahan, akala ko noon eh pag binago ko yung pamamalakad sa takbo ng relasyon ko sa kanila, eh magbabago din yung takbo, kaso no change.

Lahat ng tanungin ko, sabi nila normal yun, at pilit sinisiksik sa utak ko na ganun nga, at minsan napatunayan ko na yun pero, hindi pa din eh kasi ang tingin ko, at pananaw ko eh, hindi porket anak ako, ganun dapat kasi sa pagkakaintintindi ko e ako ang gumagawa ng mga hinaharap ko at, sa tingin ko ngayon eh, parang lumalabo na yun.

Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa mangyayari sa akin pagdating ng araw. gusto ko maging maayos lahat para sa ika-bubuti ko, hindi ko na talaga alam. I know that i'm the only one who knows what will happen to me in the near future.

Ang isa pang pinaghihimutok ko eh, lahat ng binili ko eh, sablay, puro sira, walang kwenta. Ayoko ko magduda sa sarili ko pero eto ang lumalabas, ano to???

Hindi na to tama.
Pagod na talaga ako.
mahirap na magkwento pa kahit kanino, kasi hindi ko alam kung ano sasabihin nila sa akin pag nagsabi na ako. I getting to hate feedback.
di ko na alam ang gagawin ko. I'm not enjoying anymore, my world is getting really small. I don't know if I can still handle it.

Gusto ko ng pahinga, pero ayaw ko...

... its been a while!

2009-08-08T21:24:00.001+08:00

. I really feel... alone
hirap na ako ..
sakit na ng ulo ko..
malapit na bumigay utak ko..
alam ko hindi lang ako ang madaming problema pero, masasabi ko na sila kahit paano eh may kasalo sa mga yun.
hindi ako nagdradrama, kasi kung OO eh, niloloko ko lang sarili ko, well di naman ako tanga para gawin yun.
Wala na ako lay-out ... kahit saan ako magpunta eh, hindi lumuwag ang utak ko.
bakit puro na lang ako nag-aadjust..

I'm a dead man, sabi ko nga, sheT! hirap na hirap na ako. kahit pamilya ko di ko maasahan, akala ko noon eh pag binago ko yung pamamalakad sa takbo ng relasyon ko sa kanila, eh magbabago din yung takbo, kaso no change.

Lahat ng tanungin ko, sabi nila normal yun, at pilit sinisiksik sa utak ko na ganun nga, at minsan napatunayan ko na yun pero, hindi pa din eh kasi ang tingin ko, at pananaw ko eh, hindi porket anak ako, ganun dapat kasi sa pagkakaintintindi ko e ako ang gumagawa ng mga hinaharap ko at, sa tingin ko ngayon eh, parang lumalabo na yun.

Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa mangyayari sa akin pagdating ng araw. gusto ko maging maayos lahat para sa ika-bubuti ko, hindi ko na talaga alam. I know that i'm the only one who knows what will happen to me in the near future.

Ang isa pang pinaghihimutok ko eh, lahat ng binili ko eh, sablay, puro sira, walang kwenta. Ayoko ko magduda sa sarili ko pero eto ang lumalabas, ano to???

Hindi na to tama.
Pagod na talaga ako.
mahirap na magkwento pa kahit kanino, kasi hindi ko alam kung ano sasabihin nila sa akin pag nagsabi na ako. I getting to hate feedback.
di ko na alam ang gagawin ko. I'm not enjoying anymore, my world is getting really small. I don't know if I can still handle it.

Gusto ko ng pahinga, pero ayaw ko...
di ko na talaga alam...
tell me .. if im wrong..
and what do you think should I do?

.. Hello! Am bak!

2009-06-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

hello!
eto nanaman ako ngbabalik...
kumusta naman ako.. ok naman, still alive and kickin'

Masaya na kahit paano, although ganun pa din, maxado silang busy sa buhay..
Ayaw mag-chill man lang.. although nakuha na nila yung word na "Chill".. e wala pa din.

Its just the word! eh!

Well, ngayon lang din ako nagkaroon ng bestfriend na matatawag, kasi hindi pa kami ganung katagal magkakilala, and we will need to go to some stuff na, hindi pangkariniwang mga gawain para magkakilala pa kami hehhe.. malay ko ba kung anong mga di pangkaraniwang gawain yun hehehe

anyway... watching Bleach now, next ill continue...

.. Natapos din!

2009-05-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

May 16, 2009

Wow! natapos din!

Well bakit ngayon lang ako ngpost ulet? medyo madami ginawa, at nagpahinga..

Nagpahinga? well oo pero parang hindi din, still thinking of things pa din.. dami nga nangyari eh..
ayan yung basted, basted, basted!

heheh ... nakakatawa, pero its true.

malamang my idea ka na kung sino yun, well, ayaw eh.. at I did tried but tlagang ayaw kaya yung tumigil na ako.. mahirap palaging nasasaktan at nagmumukhang tanga sa pagasang bibigyan ka niya ng chance na ligawan siya, its hard.

kaya yun, sa pamamamagitan ng email, dun ko na lang sinabi.. bakit dun? well yun lang ang naisip ko na pwedeng gamitin ko para ipaalam sa kanya kasi kahit di kami magkaharap atleast she was able to know. at mas maganda na din na di niya ako makita kasi maiilang lang yun.

at para na din matahimik na siya sa pang-gugulo ko sa buhay niya.

so basically, kaya ako ng post now, kasi until iniisip ko pa din siya, at mga kapalpakan ko sa buhay at mga ka-Emo-han ko.. hehehe pero di ako emo,...

kaya kailangan kumuha ako ng sideline na isa pa para malibang at di na ako magisip ng kung anu-ano..

ang naiisip ko.. eh banda na lang kahit dalawa lang kami..

hay.. di na ako pagod its just I really hate being alone, kahit my mga katxt ako, di ako kontento, hirap pa din ako.. di ko lang din maisip kung bakit, kasi di ba, masaya nga ang single pero ako hindi.. hindi hindi!

para sa akin... ITS HARD! damn it!
pero napagtatanto ko din na hindi solusyon ang paghahanap, at pansin ko lang e, lahat sila e ayaw...

hay..... baka matagalan pa to.. sana di ako mabaliw.

... Tired! but what!

2009-05-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey! Cheers buddy!
kumusta na! mga ilang beses na din ako padaan daan sa blogsite na to.. well madami ako iniisip.
kahit di halata!

nakakapagod pala magpilit ng isang bagay na di pwede, but not actually na hindi pwede, its like pwede na hindi.
Malabo di ba? well yes!

Kahit ako nalalabuan. di ko nga lang alam kung ano ang magyayari sa reunion na to pati yung meeting bukas.

Madaming tanong na namumuo sa isip ko:
- Tama ba na magset tlaga ako nito?
- Bakit daming conflict?
- Bakit hanggang ngayon, nagpapatanga ako?
- Bakit di ko na lang tanggapin na wala na to? na useless yung mga effort ko.
- May umattend ka sa reunion o magiinom ako ng solo sa May 16?

Ano kaya!
I'm really getting pissed.

.. Enough for love thingy!.. Lets work about the reunion!

2009-04-15T17:19:00.004+08:00

hay.. nakakapagod! pero kahit papaano masaya.

Marahil nagtataka kasi papaano ako napagod. Well, lets talk about it.
This is regarding the MES batch 99 Reunion. "We" started organizing this event since 03/07/2009 7:56 pm March until now, at the beginning it was so cool to see the six of us as the original organizers of the said event. It all started sa Friendster.com, because someone gathered some MES peep, and as being resourceful "She" was able to get all people around 70 I think. Salamat sa kanya at nakapag-set ako, since ako yung nagsalita at naginitiate na magka-reunion, I did look for the account creator, which Sherryl, which I do not know, "Di ko kasi siya classmate before", meeting her was a suprise kasi I was online at that time and she was the send me a message through Yahoo! Messenger, and we tried to get to know each other kahit dun lang and before the conversation ends, she gave out her street and old house number and I told her that I will look for it at the same day.

and So I did, although it went too hard kasi old number yung house and everything changed in Napico. Pero natiyaga ko and finally, I met her.

From then, di naman madalas pero from 2 to 6 people, went through some things and able to set some goals para sa reunion na to.

Although some goals are set, hindi pa din ito magiging successful kung anim lang kami. So we went through some meetings and some "Bahay-bahay" stuff kahit twice and thrice a week and using the Friendster account, we are able to get people informed for the said event.

But as time goes by, checking the online account, people really, just "SAY" the words that would make a person think that it would happen. in short, umasa.... well it happens.

and as my committee goes on, nakaramdam sila na parang kami na lang yung nagpupush nito, parang kami na lang yung interesado, parang kami na lang yung mga gumagawa ng move to keep the train moving, and It is .. kinda hard kasi, like I said to my previous comment sa online account, "Walis-ting-ting Analogy" we cannot work alone.

and time pass by, I started to feel na parang ako na lang, at yung isa, pero as far as I assest him, sumasama na lang siya kasi mas madami nga naman siya alam na puntahan kesa sa akin at lahat nun eh kilala niya, parang tipong gala lang. but I appreciate it kasi kahit paano my kasama ako.

Asan na yung iba?

sabi kasi niya, "kung gusto nila, sila ang lalapit"
Well I don't have any against about that, kasi in general totoo yun. Pero I have a counter about that, kasi kung wala naman magiinitiate, wala din susunod. Parang isang kaso na naghahanap ng hustiya, kung walang kikilos, walang mangyayari.

Well but like I said, perception niya yun.. One thing lang, since we've gone this far, bakit di pa namin tapusin.

basta ako, ill keep this on no matter what kahit pa magisa ako naglalakad.. Ill keep this on.
Pero di ako magpapaka-impokrito, kailangan ko kayo, I need help...

I'll as a professional and sana maging PRO din tayo.
May mga personal things tayo na pwede pagusapan after this or pwedeng hindi na din.

Salamat sa mga magbabasa!

Kahit.. paano happy na din!

2009-04-08T13:19:00.002+08:00

Kahit paano happy na din ako, wala masyado iniisip, Although sometimes nakakamiss din ang may kasama, pero kung iisipin ko yun ulit, di ko naman sila nakasama, bakit ko sila namimiss?

Weird no? hehehe

but thinking about this on a brightside, Okay tlaga..

Di ko lang masasabi kung until when to, kasi no one knows, kung kelan titibok ang puso ko ulit para sa bagong pagibig.... PUcha! ako ba ito!!! hahahah

Let's wait and see....

.. bitterness.. would end soon.. but if the "thing" would never come back..

2009-04-01T18:18:00.002+08:00

.. Malapit na mwala..
..yoko magtanim na sama ng loob,..

lalo pa ngayon, she needs attention kasi my sakit siya,..

kung mababasa niya to, malamang madown siya kasi ako na ang nagsasalita,

Message ko lang sayo .. don't be, dapat be a fighter, labanan mo yan, at kahit wala na tayo, you didn't loose me, dito pa din ako.. ill just support you.. although not much, but atleast you know.. you can still text me, depende kung my load, rereply ako..

yan ang message ko sa'yo,...

magingat ka palagi, take care of yourself..
I know im not their anymore but.. be reassured na you can still count me in...

Kasi mahal pa rin kita..

..Single na ..available pa!

2009-03-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

hay...

eto nanaman ako..

Bakit single na, available pa?

Well, ganun tlaga eh, ewan ko ba? dami pang sinasabi na, "Basta kahit anong mangyari, mahal kita" well eto na nga nangyayari, mahal pa ba to? I don't think so!

lately ko lang naisip na, yun pala ang mga salitang nakakapagpaasa sa isang tao na pilit umaasa.. karma ko siguro but ok lang sa akin, kasi di ko naman sadyang magpaasa, pero ako... palagi!
like nito, kung baga sa salitang kanto eh "Kinupal ako!"

Well it is, kaya ok lang ako, kahit wala, kasi di ko naman siya naramdaman totally eh, para lang siyang dumaan ng isang linggo, tapos di na nagparamdam.. at malamang sa malamang, kasalanan ko pa to, pero one thing lang.. wala ako ginawang masama..

di ako nangiwan sa ere, kasi di ako ganun...

kaya mensahe ko sayo, "Pakabait ka ah! wag ka pasaway, nawa'y matututo ka na magisip ng para sa iba, hindi lang puro sa sarili mo, at kung magkakabF ka man, sana wag mong gawin ang ginwa mo sa akin, for sure, you'll regret it next time.. pero kung di naman mangyari, eh.. ganun tlaga.."

"at uulitin ko, tao kami, hindi kami recorder na magrerecord na mga kwentohan tapos pagnkita kayo ulit eh i-rereplay mo.. thats suck!"

thank you sa lahat... sa love... but sa care... hindi ako magpapasalamat

.. Daig ko pa ang single...

2009-03-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

I'm back again..

Nakakainis.. daig ko pa ang single, nakakapikon kasi, its truely same like before, mukhang trabaho lang sila.. pero mahal niya daw ako, pero paano yun.

Ok lang sa akin ang hindi verbalize na pagsabi ng "I love you" as long as I feel it eh, kasi I believe "Action speaks louder, that voice"

puro lang sa txt kami kung magusap, parang malayong magkatxtmate ang dating which is pang-deperadong gawain ng mga taong naghahanap ng kausap sa gitna ng dilim.

pagsinundo ko naman, parang sinisilihan na gusto na umuwi, parang ayaw ako kasama.. tapos pag di mo sinundo, galit pa,, ako pa daw ang hindi thoughtfull..

Ewan ko.. hirap ako actually kasi, my bagay ako na gusto kong gawin na kasama siya pero parang my pumipigil, which is I don't know why.

yung last text nga niya eh, kasi dun na lang kami naguusap, "'Pa, I'm tired na, Let me rest, di na ako makapagisip"

nasabi ko na lang sana, kahit tired ako gising pa din ako, at hindi ako pumikit.

Advice nga jan. Anonymous.

Since hindi kilala....

2009-03-22T15:59:00.002+08:00

... ang masasabi ko sa comment mo eh....

"my nakaintindi din sa akin, sa WAKAS!"

Naramdaman mo yung nararamdaman ko,.. maraming salamat kung sino ka...

I know girl ka.. pero your absolutely right, "Its a waste of time"

Is being true, a bad thing? ya'll tell me..

2009-03-14T21:40:00.005+08:00

is it???
I don't know, that's ya'll need to tell me!
Well bakit ko nanaman nasasabi to? well actually hindi naman eto yung gusto ko i-point out eh..Actually, Im in a relationship, Physically!

What do you I mean? well, physically, literally, i do have a girlfriend but, it seem parang wala.

Gets niyo na??? well ill elaborate more.
I can't feel na meron ako GF, bakit? kasi sa twing magkasma kami, usapan namin, is all about work. well paminsan-minsan OO ok lang pagusapan, yung mga nangyari, and its normal para my topic din.
Pero I don't think kada makikita kayo, e yun ulit, kahit pa bago e, work pa din!
tapos kung di naman kami magkikita, sa text lang kami usap, which is ok din kasi my communication, pero bilang..
anong bilang?! my timelimit, gaya nito..
4PM out niya, pero out siya ng 5pm, tapos biyahe, nakaidlip, tapos nasa haus na ng mga around 630 or 7:00pm, tapos magttxt, "Tulog na ako"...
See? my timelimit, tapos pagrereply, "Im tired 'pa, tapos pag yung tipong magrereklamo ako, tulog na!Geez! ano to!
Gawin ko kaya ito, sigurado mkakarinig ako.. pero nung nakaraang araw, nagtxt siya na uwi na siya, medyo aga yun, kasi my sakit daw siya, so, sabi ko Ingat sa paguwi, di naman bitter ang txt ko.
tapos nagreact na siya, di ko lang matandaan yung mismong txt, pero parang sinabi niya na, naturingan akong BF pero ala man lang thoughtfullness sa isip ko, na yung tipong nagaalala ako..
well to be honest, di tlaga pumasok yun sa UTAK ko.. late ko na narealize pero I did pa din, although delayed, and I said sorry, at sinabi niya na, ok lang daw, basta daw siya, she's doin her part,?!!?
Well she does, but di ko lang alam kung gantihan system ang tumatakbo sa relation namin, pero di ko gawain ang gumanti...
and then kanina, sinundo ko siya kasi nagsabi ako,, well that's from the heart kasi na-miss ko siya...
pero asual, uuwi na siya at magmamadali siya, kasi yung ate niya, well i understand that. OK ako dun.
pero nagkwentuhan kami, WORK! yes super!then, kanina ko lang nalaman na, 5am ang pasok, pero 4am nagcacall na siya, ano yun??? OT daw! ok...
Bakit? naghahapit daw! OKAY????
tapos my OT pa ng 3o to 1 hour after nung original timeout niya,, sipag! Im impress...
tapos pagmagkasama kmi, pakiramdam ko parang driver ako ng nagsusundo ng student na pagod, tapos after maihatid, ala na! magttxt na siya, ttulog na ako!
GANDA!
balik tayo sa kwento!
tapos yun.. tapos magkasama na kmi, pero lalim ng iniisip, alam mo kung ano?????
WORK! the shitty WORK stuff.. kesyo PIP lahat, kailangan maghapit, ayaw niya matangal, I know that!
walang taong gusto matangal sa trabaho.. pero yung tipong iisipin mo oras oras, ultimo txt sa akin, work pa din, kesyo kinakabahan pa...
tapos kanina din, nagtxt si SUP, nag ice-cream daw sila,, tapos naingit! damn!.. sana sinabi na lang na wag ka na pumunta kasi my gagawin kami, kasi pakiramdam ko, parang napilitan ka lang na humiwalay sa mga ka-officemate mo!
sakit nun..
actually, maganda attitude mo towards work pero, hindi e, yung approach, ginawa mong tao yung WORK, which is di naman dapat.
kaya alam mo iniisip ko,,
ang BF mo yung mga ka-officemate mo at yung trabaho mo... kasi as per assestment, mas mahal mo trabaho mo...
sabagay, my point naman kayo kasi bayad.. samantalang ako,
....................wala!nothing!

i'm nothing at all!
alam ko kung ayaw mo ikukumpara ka kahit kanino, kasi hindi ka sila, at magkakaiba kayo.. pero as per assestment ulit, pareho kayo ng EX ko.
You loved your work, than ME!
ang bitter noh! well yan yung nakita ko.at nararamdaman ko..
sana nga mgawa ko to, pero kahit subukan ko.. hindi ko kaya eh.. kasi alam ko kung sino dpat ang mas pinaglalaan ng oras at panahon..
having a work is important tlaga, but work, can just pop-out and gone, e ang tao, pagnawala na yun, hirap na hanapin at kung mahanap mo man, baka di mo na din makontact.
kaya kung my mawawala sa akin, hahanapin ko yun, kasi importante yun sa akin, at hindi yun materyal na bagay.. at hindi yun basta-bastang bagay iwawala ko. pwera na lang kung sila ng yung magsabi na "Let go of me!" ... ill let go... kung saan sila masaya...
hindi niyo tlaga ako maiintindhan kasi, ala kau sa situation ko...
dagdag ko lang.. I'm tired 'pa, dont you understand kung ilang oras lang ako natulog and ung stress dito,at sa work, im tired, sori!"
pano kaya kung ako naman ang antukin at maging tired sa nangyayari nato?
do you even mind me?, kahit konti?, I think .. hmmm
............ hindi! kasi maaabala ka sa trabaho mo..
same with EX, almost ganito din..

sana magbago pa... kapag nabasa mo to, don't thnk negatively na galit ako... kasi hindi ako galit. Im just releasing all things na bumabalot sa puso't utak ko.
mahal kita, mas mahal pa kita sa trabaho ko, sarili ko, at kanino pa man..
....im not asking for the same but sana, magbago yun lang...

kasi kung hindi... I don't know...

.. Now, I know..

2009-03-04T09:58:00.002+08:00

Eto na ang karugtong nung naunang blog...

Ang masasabi ko na lang... "Now, I know.."

In the process of knowing what really happen, eto na nagtxt na siya...

"wla akong ginwang masama sau para ipadanas mo s kin 2, ansama mu tlga, walang nging totoo sa mga cnabi mo, ansama mu.."

On this part, ala tlaga ako maisip kung ano tlaga ang problema? ano ang ibig niya sabhin dito?

tapos nagreply ako... (di ko matandaan ang txt ko pero nagreply ako for sure)

"sobra ktang minahal, lam mu un e, kau pa pala nun, yah u win na, i've cried too much, I wnt to end this thng, b hapi wid her, ur s2pid"

nagulat ako dito.. nagtanong ako, "kami pa?" sabi ko na lang "Fuck!" my nagsabi sa kanya ng hindi totoo, well di na sa akin mahalaga kung ano man yung maling nalaman niya, ang akin n lang ngayon e bakit siya naniwala sa maling sabi-sabi? bakit di man lang siya nagisip? di man lang siya nag tanong sa akin kung totoo yun.. napaka BOBO.. ang labo tlaga, malabo pa sa mata ko..

Naisip ko, she didn't trust me at all, kaya naniwala siya, naniniwala siya sa sarili niya at sa ibang tao, masasabi ko sa ganitong tao, "kawawa siya" walang magiging magtinong relasyon to kung ganito to.. tsk tsk..

nasaktan ako actually, kasi ako nagtiwala ako ng buong-buo..

Kung alam lang niya, na kung magselos ako pag nasa paligid niya yung "RYE", sobra ang selos ko.. Sino yung RYE? Ex-boyfriend niya yun, na kahit wala sila, malaya pa din tong nakakalabas-pasok sa house nila.. Oh diba? ang lupet.. pero dedma lang ako.. kasi my tiwala ako..

pero bakit ako? di siya ngtwala? kahit konti?
naniwala agad siya, sa sabi-sabi.. at nagdeclare na agad na wala na kami...

Para isang bansa na, nagdeclare ng War sa kapwa bansa na wala naman dahilan!

Im still expecting to fix this, i more that willing to put down my ego again, just like the old days...

.. Ano to?..

2009-03-03T18:32:00.006+08:00

Ano bang date ngayon?
Ah, its March 3, 2009.. Thanks

bakit ganito ang title nito? Well, even I don't know, kasi nung malaman ko yun, yan ang nasabi ko..

"I have to let you go na, ndi tamang paraan 2. bt aukong mkipagkita sau para lng sbhn na wla na"

tapos nasabi ko na lang.. "Ano 'to"

nagulat ako.. but here's the story.. ahmm.. siguro mga last 2 hours ago.. ay hindi pala, I think that was last 1 hour mahigit ago.

She told me na ka-chat niya daw yung "dating gf" ko, well di ako naniwala kasi, there's no way para makuha niya ang email nun.. and then she texted na "So, cool pala gf mo eh", and the I replied, "ngek, ewan ko?" yan.. then after, ahmm i think mga... 45 minutes, bigla na lang siya nagtxt ng (NOTE: Yung nakabold na sentence sa taas)

at that time...

while im writing all the number place in my phone to a paper and transferred it to my TM sim card.. parang naguluhan ako.. syempre nagtanong ako.. (di ko maalala yung tanong ko, but Im definitely sure na nagtanong ako)..

tagal niyang sumagot, pero sumagot.. "Wag mo na ako kausapin" .. well i'm still clueless, di ko tlaga alam kung ano meron, bakit biglaan? ang sa akin lang naman eh, gusto ko malaman ang nangyayari para magkapagreact naman ako ng tama.. kasi mahirap aminin ang isang bagay kung di mo alam kung ano aaminin mo ..

sa totoo lang kahit anong isipin ko, ala tlga eh.. my mga tanong ako, tulad ng "Sino yung kausap niya, at bakit after niyang kausapin yun, yun na lang nasabi niya? what the hell is going on?

Eto pa, sabi niya "Pwd ba go on wid ur lyf, il go on wid mine, ansama mu GAGO ka!" .. sarap di ba?
para kang nasa torture chamber, at pinipilit ipaamin sayo ang mga bagay na kahit katiting ala ka maisip..

Well.. speechless ako.. i don't know what to say, honestly!
ahmmm.. ala tlga...

Hmmm.. I'm trying... but ala eh...

.. standby na lang tayo mga kapatid...

this is hell tlaga...

.. I never been right at all times!

2009-02-09T21:47:00.004+08:00

hindi ba?

I don't know, gusto ko lang naman maintindihan ako...

Alam ko, I'm no perfect, I wish I could be? but I really can't..

May mga pakakamali ako, at alam ko yun.. sadyang TAMA lang kayo, mahirap ako intindhin..

Ewan ko ba?

Lahat kayo hirap ako inintindhin ako..

Sarap siguro, mawala sa mundo kahit siguro split seconds lang..

para malaman ko yung pakiramdam .. baka sakali dumating kayo at sabihin sa akin..

JB, alam mo ang tanga mo!

Bakit mo ginawa to! Ang tanga-tanga mo!

Tapos bigla ako sasagot nang.. "Oo, alam ko! di niyo na kailangang ulit ulitin pa" iisa naman kayo ng tingin, "I never been right at all!"

ang tama lang kayo..

"Fair enough!" ako naman si tanggap eh!

ika nga nila, "sanayan lang yan!"

Sana, dumating yung oras na yun, or kahit di na ganun, yung tipong naging tama din ako kahit konti lang...

Matanggap niyo na di lang kayo ang tama!

At di lang kayo ang dapat, pakinggan .. dapat ako din!

kahit nilang ASO lang..

... Beginner...

2009-02-05T22:23:00.001+08:00

DAmn!

Sabi na "parang bading!"

and i ask why, and it is about the kiss?

She said Yes!, so what about it?

"Its like parang 2nd time mo palang humalik!",

Damn!

Ako beginner???? no WAY...

I want to know, how advance do you know?

NOTE: Di ako galit ah!

Welcome Back!

2009-01-07T20:43:00.005+08:00

Hello Blog!

its been a while.. hehehe ..

Blog: OO nga.. Ano ba nangyari sa'yo?
Me: Well, long story tsong! pero some things went alright but some are not.
Blog: oh! that's quite good to hear.
Blog: Ano naman yung mga things na hindi masyado maganda? Tell some naman oh.

Me: Hmm.. sure, konti lang.. kasi open ka sa public so, baka mabasa nung mga mambabasa natin at baka batikusin ang mga sasabihin ko...

Blog: Sure!

Me: Well, actually ang dami tlaga nangyari last year, things are just things that can really change, and some come, and some does not.. madami ang dumating, like yung mga students ko na actually na miss ko na, dahil mahal ko na sila...

Blog: How sweet! ah, teka, naalala ko lang yung ...

Me: Ah siya ba? well, ganda pa din, hehe, still sweet, loving, minsan may pagka-weird pero kahit ganun, tanggap ko yun... kasi kung ano man meron ako sa sarili ko, as in, tanggap niya at natutuwa siya..

Blog: Ahmmm.. good ... kwento pa!

Me: switching Back.. Last year din nag 22 na ako.. hehe tumanda nanaman..
Blog: Well, di naman maxado halata! hahah

Me: Salamat sa bola! haha pero actually madami pa, pero I'm saving it for last.

Blog: Daya! pero ayos lang, mahalaga binisita mo ako...

Me: Tama! Namiss kita eh.. Alam mo naman na kapag ala ako makausap, at my pangonline ako, Kaw lang kausap ko..

Blog: Touchy naman!

Me: O pano, Be right back na lang ah.. don't worry, ill be back.

Blog: Sure tsong! Peace Out!

2008-11-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

linyang nakapagpaiyak
- "better let go of me, it would be the best for us, i love you and you love me.. but you just have to let go of me.. please.. you're making thus hard for me.. just let me go...."
- " lm m0h mhal kta kya lng hnayaan m0h akng mgmhal ng iba eh, pasensya n ha, sna mhalin kn lng din nya"
- i dont want you to remember me by photos taken, id rather you remember me by the love we have and precious memories we shared.
- it's better this way atleast i got to see you one last time (beauty and the beast)
- i ask you not to love me the way i love you.... but i ask you not to refrain me from loving you w/ my heart, body and soul.
- i offer my life in his place, for he is the reason my world is complete though in his thoughts i never have existed.
- " I know your still young, and you still want to fulfill your own dreams, i wont mention about marriage, but if you are ready....ill be here always willing to be your husband"
- You gave me everyting but you know what... that wasn't mean anyting to me... I don't need you in my life...
- I'm happy with her, You're wasting my time....
- pasensya ka na baby.. gusto ko maging masaya ka alam ko indi mo maiintindihan.. pero para sayo tong gagawin ko let me go na.. this is the best for us.. indi lang naman ikaw mahihirapan ako din.. baby.. there's someone worth your time than me.. ayoko kang umiyak pag dumating ang time na.. alam mo na.. please.. for me para sa love natin.. let me go and move on.. you'll be more happier once you forgotten me na.. so please..."

2008-11-14T14:00:00.002+08:00

“aNg bOttomlEss na tindahan sa mAbini st.”

“gusto kitang dalhin dito e,gusto ko higit pa sa marami makita mu.

lahat kasi andito na, hindi mu problema kung saang impyerno pa.

at sa daang2 tindahan na natambayan, nautangan at nabilhan ko, kahit panu pala napagkatuwaan ko ang ’sang to. ayun! para kang bata pag tinignan mu isa-isa ang mga nka display,kasi ako todo masid,ndi ko pancn nakanganga na pala ako,kamangha e. pwd nang grocery!(kulang na lang aircon at grocery cart)

pero may dahilan kung bakit nginitian kita dahil lang sa tindahan na to, isipin mu…teka, maintindihan mu kaya kung bakit??

‘lam mu kasi sinubukan kong magbantay sa loob for just a second, at sa seconds lang na yun marami akong nalaman at natanong…sa sarili ko.

may nakapagsabi sa’kin na “bottomless” ang tindahan na yun,tindahan nila, banat nea. snap! ang cute! pero ndi ko xa agad nagets, sabi nea kasindi daw nauubusan ng laman un at magkulang man ang isa, rush agad ang kapalit, azteg naman sa pagiging responsible, pero pahabol pa nea, ndi naman ganun kaaus,wag ka andami naman bumibili.

ansayang icpin, ang babaw lang pero icpin mung mabuti ulit. sana kahit sa tao magkaroon man xa ng pagkukulang sa iba agad din neang nareremedyuhan para buo ulit ang lahat. teka e2 pa, bakit kaya minsan ang tao pagdating sa verbal fight, lahat ng pagkukulang mu un ang maririnig mu, yun lang ang natandaan pro bakit ang mga bagay na ginawa mung tama walang natandaan kahit isa? o, sakin lang nangyayari un?

sana ang tao para ring “bottomless” na tindahan, pag may naghanap hindi xa mawawalan ng pangabgailangan, sana ang mga maliligayang panahon “bottomless” din..pocble un! pero sana pocble din ang LOVE “for sale” na lang para may choice ka kung gx2 mung bilhin o hndi, kasi minsan pag may love kna tapos reserved n pala sa iba, icpn mu pa kung refundable o hindi.

ang buhay ay parang isang tindahan, pag may kailangan tska lang may lumalapit sau, pero pag wala ka nang laman, dadaandaanan ka nalang tapos pag minlas ka pa kukuhanan ka kung anu importante sau tapos walang balikan!.. pero hindi e…

sadyang minsan ang buhay hndi bottomless.

may bayad na pag sumobra ..

siya my gawa niyan.... up next daw yung sa BUGS...

eto naman ang komentaryo ko..

Sa totoo lang natawa ako sa unang tingin, naupload na pala niya. How exciting basahin!
tapos tinxt ko na siya, at ipinaalam ko..

at ng ni-scan ko, medyo di ko nagets, at kung mgtxt siya seryoso ang dating, di ko alam kung my problem ba? o pagod lang siya. No idea kasi its almost a day di ako nitext.. anyway!

balik sa blog.. she said last night eh "it is sumthing related to you" well as per reading it, para sa akin nga..

at ayun din sa txt niya, "madali ka din dapat makarelate kasi minsan ganyan ka din" .. i don't know! pero sabi niya eh..
ill accept... (still thinking) pero kasi iba na ang nagsabi, siguro ganun nga ako..

ang masasabi ko lang .. hindi ako ganito "sana kahit sa tao magkaroon man xa ng pagkukulang sa iba agad din neang nareremedyuhan para buo ulit ang lahat" .. i know some..

at tama based on experience, "bakit kaya minsan ang tao pagdating sa verbal fight, lahat ng pagkukulang mu un ang maririnig mu, yun lang ang natandaan pro bakit ang mga bagay na ginawa mung tama walang natandaan kahit isa? o, sakin lang nangyayari un?" ive been in this position, (dalawa tayo!)

this thing really make sense to me (i know sa kanya din) ..

from a freakin face approach, nagbago yung itsura ng pess ko...

2008-10-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

GIRLS, PASADO BA SAINYO? =))

REACT AND TYPE IT..

1.lalaking umiiyak?

**sana nga umiyak xa!pasado sken ean

2. lalaking seloso?

** aus lng..wag lng OA

3. lalaking mahilig sa sex bomb girls?

**ngak!!ayw.

4. lalaking nde marunong mag luto?

**mas maganda kung maRunong!

5. lalaking pala tanong?

**ok lng!?

6. lalaking mama's boy?

**no..

7. lalaking puro pangako?

**mrunong dpat 2mupad!

8. lalaking mayabang?

**gO aWay!!

9. lalaking sinungaling?

**gO to heLL!!!!

10. lalaking masalita?

** panuNg masalita?!dependE?!

11. lalaking makulit?

**ay..gx2 q ean..ahehehe

12. lalaking gwapo?

**naman!!ahahaha

13. lalaking panget?

**uhm,ok lng!baSta sUper buti ng kaLooban

14. lalaking palabiro?

**aus lng..wag lng sobra

15. lalaking bastos?

**putek!

16. lalaking masyadong marespeto?

**pde...pde.!

17. lalaking mahilig mang asar?

**taMang aSar lang!

18. lalaking sobrang sweet na may pagkajologs?

**huh?!i dunnO?!

19. lalaking sensitive?

**hmmm..uo..yaw q na manhid!

20. lalaking matagal mag bihis?

**ahaha...prehas kme,.aus ean!

21. lalaking panget tumawa?

**whaha...speeChleSS!

23. lalaking walang kwentang kausap pero pogi?

**anung sense..??

24. lalaking hindi marunong kumanta?

**ok lng!bsta pnplit kmanta pra sken

25. lalaking marunong magGuitara?

**yeahbah!

26. lalaking magaling sumayaw?

**mgkksundo kme nean..

27. lalaking swEet?

**xemPre!cnu bng may ayaw?!

28.lalaking romantic?

**xemPre!naMan!

29. lalaking thoughtful?

**yeS!!!GO GO GO

30. lalaking mahilig mangSURPRISE?

**oh xuRe!^_^ajee...

31. lalaking matalino?

**yeahbah!

32. lalaking nakaBRACES?

*ammm....

33. lalaking matangkad?

**yeP!

34. lalaking matakaw?

**aus ean..prehas kme..ahahah

35. lalaking kalbo?

**ayaw!!

2008-10-30T17:35:00.003+08:00

naku.

i miss you na talaga!

ang hirap.

kasi malayo ka,busy ka..

hirap talaga.

anadami ko iniisip..but,inspite of all the dumb prOblems; lagi kitang naaalala.

hirap noh?!

kasi pag mahal mo, kailangan mong tanggapin lahat ng consequences.

kailangan mong tiisin..

hanggang kailan kaya ako ganito..

hirap mag-isip!

hirap pag namimiss ko c oso.

hirap nmn magmahal ulit.
____________________________________________________________________________

I don't really meant to hurt you or anything, I really loved you much. I know your getting sick and tired of trying to resist what I'm doing right now, I can't really ask you to hold on nor wait, its really unfair for you to have me, its not even equal, your love for me is not the one you are getting, i mean its not the same amount. I really would like to say "I love you" to you but im holding back because on what I have now. I don't want to have you wait because is not proper for a woman like you. I will think of this.

*I'm really recked out.
*I need to find a way not to hurt someone.
*Mahal ko na eh, kahit reputation ko. sugal ko na dito.
*pero ngayon, kailangan hanapin ko sarili ko..

. Bastusan ito!!! ..

2008-10-21T15:22:00.000+08:00

BASTUSAN SURVEY!
How will you seriously answer someone in the following situations given?
what if someone (STRANGER) insults you and tell you this:
=
1. Ang arte mo!
◘ bangag!!aq pa cnbhan mu ah....
2. mas matalino naman ako sayo!
◘ tlga? san banda?hahah!!!
3. crush ako ng crush mo.
◘ libre lng mngarap...ahahah!!!!
4. am bobo mo pala sa math!
◘ aq???ahahah..asa
5. bilisan mo naman!
◘ u w8 ha!
6. ang sungit mo!
◘ tlga!
7. cute mo magsmile.
◘ ows???
8. takot ka ata sa kin eh?
◘ reaper kb?
9. Mas mahal nia ko!
◘ eh anu?
10. Ambababa namn ng grades mo!
◘ tanggap ko.

WHAT IF SINABI SAYO ITO NG MAHAL MO?

1. crush kita
◘ lam q na yan...dati pa
2. Hindi kita mahal
◘ kcnungalngan!ahahaha..hlata nman na mhal mu aq eh..hahah!!!
3. Mahal na kita
◘ lam q...ahahah!!!
4. pakopya namn ng assignment
◘ sabaw..cge na nga...
5. crush ko yung friend mo
◘ o???eh ano??
6. pwede patabi sa upuan mo?
◘ cge
7. cute mo magsmile.
◘ lam q na ean..haha

E KAPAG PARENTS MO ANG NAGSABI SAYO
NITO?

1. Umuwi ka ng maaga.
◘ try q..hahah
2. maRuNONG ka pala kuMAnta?
◘ nman.. mana
3. Hindi ka pwedeng pumasok sa klase!
◘ aba??bkt??
4. HIndi ka pwedeng magka-BF/GF
◘ ok..
5. mAG liNIS ka ng baHaY..
◘ uo na lng
6. bt ang bababa ng grades mo?
◘ oi hndi ah. malabo lan mata nyu

Aral galing bob Ong??? not sure..

2008-10-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

PAG-IBIG

"Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."

"Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

"Kung hindi mo mahal and isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

"Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

"Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

"Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

"Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

"Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

"Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

"Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

"Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

"Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."

"Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

PAG-AARAL

"Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher. (Haaay, sarap!)."

"Nalaman kong marami palang libreng lecture sa mundo, ikaw ang gagawa ng syllabus. Maraming teacher sa labas ng eskuwelahan, desisyon mo kung kanino ka magpapaturo. Lahat tayo enrolled ngayon sa isang university, maraming subject na mahirap, pero dahil libre, ikaw ang talo kung nag-drop ka. Isa-isa tayong ga-graduate, iba't-ibang paraan. tanging diploma ay ang mga alaala ng kung ano mang tulong o pagmamahal ang iniwan natin sa mundong pinangarap nating baguhin minsan..."

"Hikayatin mo lahat ng kakilala mo na magkaroon ng kahit isa man lang paboritong libro sa buhay nila. Dahil wala nang mas kawawa pa sa mga taong literado pero hindi nagbabasa."

"dalawang dekada ka lang mag-aaral. kung 'di mo pagtityagaan, limang dekada ng kahirapan ang kapalit. sobrang lugi. kung alam lang 'yan ng mga kabataan, sa pananaw ko ehh walang gugustuhing umiwas sa eskwela."

BUHAY (IN GENERAL)

"nalaman kong hindi final exam ang passing rate ng buhay. hindi ito multiple choice, identification, true or false, enumeration or fill-in-the- blanks na sinasagutan kundi essay na isinusulat araw-araw. Huhusgahan ito hindi base sa kung tama o mali ang sagot, kundi base sa kung may kabuluhan ang mga isinulat o wala. Allowed ang erasures."

"Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan."

"Mangarap ka at abutin mo. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lumilipad na ipis. Kung may pagkukulang sa'yo mga magulang mo, pwde kang manisi at maging rebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs ka, magpakulay ka ng buhok sa kili-kili. Sa banding huli, ikaw din ang biktima. Rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili."

"Tuparin ang mga pangarap. Obligasyon mo yan sa sarili mo. Kung gusto mo mang kumain ng balde-baldeng lupa para malagay ka sa Guinness Book of World Records at maipagmalaki ng bansa natin, sige lang. Nosi balasi. wag mong pansinin ang sasabihin ng mga taong susubok humarang sa'yo. Kung hindi nagsumikap ang mga scientist noon, hindi pa rin tayo dapat nakatira sa jupiter ngayon. Pero hindi pa rin naman talaga tayo nakatira sa jupiter dahil nga hindi nagsumikap ang mga scientist noon. Kita mo yung moral lesson?"

"Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras."

HALO-HALO

"Wag magmadali sa pag-aasawa. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon sa hinaharap, mag-iiba pa ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong di pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang sa kaboses niya si Debbie Gibson o magaling mag-breakdance. Totoong mas importante ang kalooban ng tao higit anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan sa eskwelahan e nagmumukha ring pandesal. Maniwala ka."

"ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko."

"hinahanap mo nga ba ako o ang kawalan ko?"

"hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito. at hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan. "

"Sabi nila, sa kahit ano raw problema, isang tao lang ang makakatulong sa'yo – ang sarili mo. Tama sila. Isinuplong ako ng sarili ko. Kaya siguro namigay ng konsyensya ang Diyos, alam niyang hindi sa lahat ng oras e gumagana ang utak ng tao."

"Obligasyon kong maglayag, karapatan kong pumunta sa kung saan ko gusto, responsibilidad ko ang buhay ko."

"Masama akong tao, tulad mo, sa parehong paraan na mabuti kang tao, tulad ko."

"Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala."

"iba ang walang ginagawa sa gumagawa ng wala."

"iba ang informal gramar sa mali !!!"

" Para san ba ang cellphone na may camera? Kung kailangan sa buhay un, dapat matagal na kong patay."

2008-10-06T10:45:00.001+08:00

Top Ten
Ang Pinaka: Easy ways to be 'Sosyal'
10. Memorize the names and faces of the 'sosyal' set.
9. Spend the weekend at 'sosyal' getaways.
8. Sponsor a favorite charity or champion an advocacy.
7. Get involved in an extreme and/or expensive sports.
6. Befriend the fashion designers.
5. Attend all social events.
4. Know your english.
3. Know the latest trends.
2. Buy the branded.
1. Chill at the 'in' spots, bars, and hangouts.

US recession affecting call center in the philippines

2008-09-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

The US economy experiencing anticipated slump that will have great effect to the local economy. I don't know how to explain this but I'm pretty sure Pinoy will eventually suffer this year and unemployment statistic rate will get high by the next few months.

The booming call center business, which caters to the US market will faces cost-cutting measures that could include office cease of operations and layoffs. It's because most of BPO companies are suffering from the high exchange rate of peso and dollar. Now that the exchange rate is 40 pesos vs.1 dollar, the management of some BPO companies can't afford to pay $375 per call center agent, they will land their calls to much cheaper location such China, Africa and India. If that's happened, there will be more and more unemployed here.

On the other side, POEA stated it won't really affect the OFW remittances, “US economic slump would have no effect on the deployment and remittances of Overseas Filipinos, who they said are in demand because they are more skilled than their counterparts in various countries”. We all know that the US is the largest source of remittances with more than 40 percent of some eight million Filipinos based abroad, or a 10th of the Philippine population, are in the US. Overseas workers like nurses and caregivers could be reduced, and those professionals working in the United States may not obtain security of tenure.

The Philippines should shift its focus and dependency to other nations like Japan, China and the European Union members.

... September 9, 2008 .. Tuesday! bukas yun ...

2008-09-07T12:32:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to me.. tsk tsk tsk

22 na ko.. :D another year added, almost halfway of getting old.. naman..
but its fine, everyone thus go there, and beside, its really does look like I'm 22.. ehem.. ala na kokontra..

Ano na kaya mangyayari, since im getting old na.. what challenges ...
is it going to be another hell of a work out or another hell of a good year.. there's a saying that, "no one knows what will happen next"

aha!

I'll make a wish pala..

Ehem... (material things muna)

I wish I will have PSP,
I wish I will have PS2 or Xbox or PDA or Laptop hayzz.... lahat to wish lang..

Ehem ... (intellectual, and mental and Physical naman)

Long life
Less decease
Strong body..
At madami pang iba...

Para sa Philippines..
sana bumaba na dapat ang mga dapat bumaba!
Tangalin ang VAT

Ibaba ang gasolina ng permanente.. isunod ang pasahe...
tama na ang utang!

Maraming salamat!

2008-08-29T20:38:00.002+08:00

After a while.. another blog is created..

Hiers! its been a while that I haven't spoke to friendster. If I could only remember when was that.

Well anyway, its me again coming back and some stories were ready made and some are being created already and still more to come.

Let me start, (tagalog mode) .. nalulungkot ako.. na masaya sa iba ibang parte ng buhay ko .. ang daming nangyayari at mangyayari pa.. di ko totally maexplain lahat dahil baka my masaktan at magalit.. ayoko ng ganun..

I'm a happy guy all through out my life and I don't want to be sad just because of something and events that I have right now and coming....

.. truly is life has full of surprises, and full of miseries. Although sometimes its good but its not always like that.

"Sa ngayon, sa family part at sa personal part ng buhay ko sadyang napakaraming obstacles although kasama talga yun. pero parang hindi normal.. at ako lang nakaranas nito compare to others, which is napakadali para sa kanilang mabuhay samantalang ako parang hirap na hirap, kung magiging masaya man ako, pero sandali lang ..

its not healthy kung palaging ganito nalang..

sa personal na buhay ko, madalas ako ginagago, ewan ko kung bakit?
pero ang tingin ko, sa sobrang bait ko kaya ako ginagawang ganun, its unfair!

very unfair, bakit kaya ganun..

that is still a question..

well this blog is not complete yet, because life does not stop here, its endless.. sa ngayon, ang gagawin ko, at ittry kong gawin, eh yung intindihin na lang muna..

pero masusundan ito..

Lips of an angel....

2008-08-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know kung fave niya to..
I don't know why did she requested this to be put in my MP3...

I don't know but ... :D

"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

.. The lifetime decease...

2008-08-25T21:18:00.005+08:00

Gastroesophageal reflux disease

Gastroesophageal reflux disease (American English and Canadian English) or Gastro-oesophageal reflux disease (British English, Hiberno-English, Australian English, New Zealand English, South African English) and abbreviated to either GERD or GORD is defined as chronic symptoms or mucosal damage produced by the abnormal reflux in the esophagus.^[1]

This is commonly due to transient or permanent changes in the barrier between the esophagus and the stomach. This can be due to incompetence of the cardia, transient cardia relaxation, impaired expulsion of gastric reflux from the esophagus, or a hiatus hernia.

If the reflux reaches the throat, it is called laryngopharyngeal reflux disease.

Adults

Heartburn is the major symptom of acid in the esophagus, characterized by burning discomfort behind the breastbone (sternum). Findings in GERD include esophagitis (reflux esophagitis) — inflammatory changes in the esophageal lining (mucosa) —, strictures, difficulty swallowing (dysphagia), and chronic chest pain. Patients may have only one of those symptoms. Typical GERD symptoms include cough, hoarseness, voice changes, chronic ear ache, burning chest pains, nausea or sinusitis. GERD complications include stricture formation, Barrett's esophagus, esophageal spasms, esophageal ulcers, and possibly even lead to esophageal cancer, especially in adults over 60 years old.

Occasional heartburn is common but does not necessarily mean one has GERD. Patients with heartburn symptoms more than once a week are at risk of developing GERD. A hiatal hernia is usually asymptomatic, but the presence of a hiatal hernia is a risk factor for developing GERD.

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eto po ang sakit.. geez..

eto ang lifetime deceases na meron ako.. naman.. kakatakot...

pero this guy won't put me down. .. im still an old guy smilin'

..Food for crap...

2008-08-21T22:13:00.005+08:00

......

Does anyone know is this song...

"Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you .. Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud.. That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like .. When nothing feels all right .. You don't know what it's like .. To be like me

To be hurt, To feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, And no one's there to save you, No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like, When nothing feels all right, You don't know what it's like, ... To be like me

To be hurt, To feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, And no one's there to save you, No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, To feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, And no one's there to save you, No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

......................................................................................

Yes this song suits me, why? it tells a person or an individual own point of view, his own perception and own conclusion to make, to himself.
But what's going on is, everytime that happen, people around him find it wrong and never a "Right" thing even for themselves it always shows as negative impact.

Even that person think others, still, they find it wrong.. even his parents, and some friends of his, find him imature, but not actually in directly saying but they really find him hard.

Why dont they just knock it off, this person even if he is too perky, even his girlfriend get annoyed, parents misunderstand him, I find the person COOL, some people says, "his cool", well its true. There's a saying that you cannot please other people.

but he is not pleasing them, it is just his attitude not to please but to make people and make them feel not alone.

Even this person is always left out, he's the one who is coming back for those people who left him. it is true. but again, people really misinterpret him, even those who are very near tom him they do. Even the one he loved the most.

Hehe.. well ganito na siguro ang buhay niya.. may nagmamahal nga pero my limit, may nakikisama pero hindi tumatagal...

but still .... Welcome to My LIFE!

>>> ang Mensahe.<<<<

2008-08-21T04:38:00.000+08:00

kung suklam ka na sa kanya.. eto ang kantahin mo..
sumbat to...
at kung niloko ka niya..
say this to him/her...

Oh, no, no, no, no, no...

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can

See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

breakdown

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

I don't wanna Miss a thing!

2008-08-21T03:34:00.000+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

2008-08-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

Good Evening!

Hayz....

its going to be the last day of English class tomorrow

My, My... ma-mimis ko silang lahat

"in the class, special memories, makes me smile and sometime makes me little angry, but the end would be laughter.. well its very unsual for a professor to get along with students so easily, even if he is just 21 years old, no one can't really tell, but as a proof, here we are, doing videoke's with them, malling, even eating, and even included in a fight heheh, but thats the experience and its a good feeling even without sleep.. "

"im going to miss those "Callings"

"Lolo, Porky, JB?, Baboy? geez from my little bunso.."

"TeddyBear from my Sweetie, although sometimes we had some badtimes, but im wishing all the best for her, and certainly im going to miss her, much..
.... I know minsan hindi tlaga tugma.. pero I can still remember the times na Ok tlaga kami..
.. one comment lang.. she getting prettier.. promise.. minsan na--sstunn ako.. but again.. she should not change.. be a good girl.. :D"

sa mga iba pang mga calling..
ang mga cuteness at sureness, at maraming pang mga --ness..

geezz....

pero i know din naman madami ang nagtatampo sa akin sa mga taong to..

but to some this all up.. its a pleasure being with you, as my 1st class.

2008-08-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Another new day!

hayz...

Im very busy tlaga person, evah!
but! kahit na ganun.. ganun talga..
Expired Everything night and Day!

I mean inspired pala..

mIs ko na mag-band tlaga.. tigang na tigang na ako... geezz

2008-08-19T20:49:00.001+08:00

Eto ang mga PICK-UP LINES

grind to it!!!

pwedeng pag-segway sa mga taong alang dating sa inyo.... hahahaha

PWEDE

-May ibibenta ko sau, kaso wla kang discount... kasi sau lng ako nagmamahal.

-Pede kbang maging driver?.. para ikaw na magmamaneho ng buhay ko.

-Papicture tau,.. para madevelop tau.

-Excuse me, dictionary kba?.. cause you bring meaning to my life.

-Suklay kba?.. kc tinutuwid mo buhay ko.

-may alam kbang mgandang bangko?.. gs2 ko kcng magdeposit..cause im saving all my love for you.

-Regaluhan kita ng salbabida,.. para dka malunod sa pagibig ko.

-Magpayong ka nga miss,.. inuulan ka ng kagandahan. (hanep!)

-Magkano ba tuition mo?.. ako na magbabayad.. basta mapagaralan mo lng akong mahalin. (desperado??)

-Lipat na tau sa home for the aged,.. cause i wanna grow old with you.

-Para kng cigarette vendor.. you gave me hope and more.

-Kaw ba may ari ng Crayola?.. cause you bring color to my life

-Para kang mapa.. cause i'm lost without you.

-May mapa kba?.. cause im lost in your eyes.

-Ang buhay parang seesaw.. pag wala ka down ako

-Magkano rent sa apartment ngaun?.. gusto ko sanang magrent ng room sa puso mo.

-eto o hopia at siomai.. i siomai- love to you.. hopia love me too

-May napulot kbang susi?.. nabuksan mo kc puso ko

-Tapus nba exams mo?... Para ako naman sagutin mo

-Sana "V" nlng ako.. para i'm always nxt to "U"

-favorite subject moba trigonometry?.. kahit sang angle kc ang ganda mo. (HAHAHAHA! panalo!!!)

-bangin kba?.. nahulog kc ako sau e

-pustiso kba?.. kc i cant smile without you.

-napapagod knb? maghapon ka kcng 2matkbo sa icp ko e.

-umaga nba kagad? o ganyan lng kaliwanag ngiti mo..?

-ano height mo?..pano ka nkapasok sa puso ko?

-lam mo bng d tau Tao, Hayop, Lugar o Pangyayare.. kc Bagay tau. kachaw.

-may lisensya knb?.. cause youre driving me crazy.

-bat kylangan pa ng gravity?.. e lagi naman akong nahuhulog sau.

-may free time kba?.. aah, samahan mko sa psychiatrist.. sabi nya magdala dw ako ng kinababaliwan ko.

-tumawag ka ng MMDA.. nagbanggaan na naman puso natin..

-aah,. e2.. diretso?.. diretso ba to sa puso mo?

-sana lecture nlng ako.. para ikaw ang Lab ko.

-para kng SM,.. cause you got it all.

-May band aid kba dyan?.. cause i hurt myself when i fell for you.

-sakit ng lalamunan ko.. este puso pla.. cnicgaw kc pangalan mo.

-pokemon kba? cause i choose you.

-im a scientist.. at ikaw ang lab ko.

-dapat d kna naglunch.. dka pba busog sa pagibig ko.?

-pag ako gumwa ng planeta ikaw ang axis ko.. para sau lng iikot ang mundo ko

-para kng ovaltine.. i just cant get enough

-para kng sapatos,.. ur always there whenever i go

-ikaw ang BalikbayanBox ng buhay ko.. cause i get excited when u arrive

-mabilis ka cguro sa mga puzzle.. kc kaccmula plng ng araw ko,.. nabuo mo na agad

-may butas ba puso mo?.. kc natrap ako sa loob, cant find my way out.

-bukas, ccngilin ko na ung bayad sa renta.. tagal mo na kcing naninirahan sa puso ko
e..

-aanhin pa ang damo?.. kung sayo plng may tama na ko.

-ilan ang vector force mo?.. lakas kc hatak sa puso ko

-pinaglihi kba sa typewriter?.. kc type kta.

-pede kbang maghubad?.. gs2 ko lng malaman kung pano tinatago ng anghel pakpak nila..

-exam kba?.. kc gus2ng gs2 na kitang itake home.

-compass kba?.. kw kc nagbibigay ng direksyon sa buhay ko.

-pinaglihi kba sa asukal?.. kc pinatamis mo ang mapait kong mundo..

-ang buhay parang ikaw.. its so beautiful

-sana dalawa ang puso ko.. para kayanin ang pagmamahal ko sau.

-para kng freethrow.. i kept on missing you.

-alien kba?.. wla ka kcing k2lad d2 sa mundo..

-para kng centrum,.. you complete me

-mabigat ba?.. the weight of my stare..

-alam mo tumataba ka.. bumibilog.. unti unti ka ng nagiging mundo ko (parang insulto
toh ah)

-para kng smart.. cause your simply amazing..

-archer ka nga.. pinana mo ang puso ko..

-naalala mo pba ung binebenta ko(refer to line 1), dmo na mabibile.. kc my love for you is priceless.

BITTER

-Cattleya ba pangalan ko?.. filler lng kc ako sa buhay mo..

-Alam mo ba nung minahal kita,daig ko pa natrapik sa edsa.. cause i can't move on.

NOT ACCEPTED

-Para kng tae.. d kita matiis

-Kulangot kba?.. cause your hard to get.

-para kng kuto.. i cant get u out of my head

-ikaw ang suppository ko.. u bring out whats bad in me

-para kng bra.. salo-salo mo ang dibdib ko

-para kng pawis.. u relieve me when im hot

kakaisip ko lang..

- ilaw ka ba?? .. kasi you light up my life... (yebah!)

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Gumagaan ang life! talk and Text! hahah

2008-08-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

Life is so miserable! damn!

Ewan ko ba... gee...

ang buhay ko... 85% sa opis kasi 9 hours work kakasawa!
10 % sa school sa sekond jab!
5% sa bahay... minsan kain - tulog .. minsan tulog lang..

Oh di vah!

kanta na lang tayo...

Heto ay angkop sa aking pagkatao ..

These days I can't help but wonder why
I stick to my illusions to carry on
I'm so ashamed to dream of you
I guess that your out of my league

How I wish that someday
I could belong to your world
Really wish that someday
You'd just take me away

I'll do anything
To hold you in my arms
You look at me, you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'll do anything
To fall asleep with you
I know I'm not that cool
So maybe I should just forget you

Now you set your eyes on me
I turn myself around to see
When your eyes meet mine you'll say
Sorry, then you'll look away

How I wish that someday
I could belong to your world
Really wish that someday
You'd just take me away

I'd do anything
To hold you in my arms
You look at me, you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I know I'm not that cool
So maybe I should just forget you

I close my eyes
There's nothing I can do to get you
You're on your own
I close my eyes
There's nothing I can do to get you
You're on your own

I'll do anything
To hold you in my arms
You look at me, you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I know I'm not that cool
I'm not that cool

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
I Know you'll never feel the same way too

Like ko to eh.. para sa mga gurlls!! pero they don't like it .. I dunno!